Another Sunny Weekend

While this week (meaning last week, because I’m really late posting this) may have not been nearly as eventful as the last one, I did manage to make it to all of my classes. Nights grew quite boring though. But yesterday I went to…HOLI!!!

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The last time I went to one of these things, it was at UT and there wasn’t nearly enough color for all the people. I arrived at the basketball courts halfway through the festival and got ambushed. So many colors in my hair, my mouth, my eyes. I bought a white shirt and shorts (despite being completely broke) for the event but it was too cold for the shorts, so my jeans are completely covered. So is my Northface because I put it on afterward. I really hope that comes out. They say that glitter is the herpes of art supplies…but this stuff comes pretty close. I turned the shower blue and green, and some of it is still on my skin. Looks like I’ll be doing two separate washes this week to play it safe.

After getting some much needed drinks last night, I was woken up at 10 for a photo shoot.

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The angle on my face may not be very flattering…but the picture is really cool. This was a test shot, and there will be more. I’m supposed to be a nice looking hobo. The pictures were taken at 11 am but it looks like night time! Cool, yeah?

And in honor of Iron Man 3 coming out tomorrow night (Eeeeeeeeee!!) I dyed my hair Pepper Potts colored. It looks re-god damn-diculous.

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Sunny at Fort Mason

This weekend was amazing. And not just because it was warm for like…a whopping two days in a row. On Sunday I spent the entire day in a swimsuit and a tank top I cut from a t-shirt. I met up with a friend for coffee (and realized I was completely broke from all the fun I’ve been having) and we decided to go tanning. Sadly we didn’t make it to the beach because neither one of us wanted to deal with public transportation, but we did trek up to Fort Mason and back. A sun burn is generally the mark of a good day. And I got my first one of the year!!

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Dear Boots…

Dear Boots,

We met some time in September, when I was taken aback by this bone chilling cold the North Californians call “normal” and “spring” and “summer” and “fall” and “winter.” Unprepared for these harsh elements, I flocked to Forever 21 to buy some cheap, warm things. And that’s where I found you. No more than $20, hanging on a rack with several other pairs that looked just like you. Knee-high, black with brown trim. Animal pattern on the inside.  Zippers and two buckles on each boot that didn’t do anything except serve as decoration.

Our bond grew strong. You carried me through the good, the bad, and the ugly. Up the hills and back down. Through parks, to bars where beer was spilled all over you, to class. To Berkeley, to Oakland, and on planes back to Texas. You took a beating. Your heels wore down, your fake leather came off, your soles started peeling away. But you held me up.

Boots, your time has come. You have walked me through this new chapter in my life. This new adventure I decided to embark on and now cannot imagine my life any other way. You are part of me, you are San Francisco. You have kept me warm while looking stylish.

My mom always told me you need to let things go so new things can come in. I have always believed this to be true. Things serve their purpose and then leave us. People, places, cars (Alice the Honda, may she rest in peace), and shoes. And letting things go, whether it is a literal object or something in our minds, is symbolic of a greater change.

You will never be forgotten, Boots. We made one hell of a team.

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The Knitwear Fairy

It’s April. Things are dragging on. Everyone back home is posting pictures of Barton Springs and snow cones, because it’s 80 degrees, like everywhere in April should be. I miss living somewhere I can actually smell spring. The flowers. All I can smell here is….nothing. I have a case of the Mondays. And Tuesdays. And Wednesdays and Thursdays. All the time. At this point all I want to do is go home, to somewhere I can lay out in the sun and sneak into hotel pools. But like I said, I want to take everyone home with me.

Buuuut I’m not here to complain, even though it is a high frequency whining day/week. I had an amazing weekend and I’m still quite upset that it is over. On Friday night I went to the bar next door, on Saturday I went to a party in Sunset where we sat in the backyard with drinks and bubbles, followed by me spending the night at a gorgeous house in the Mission. I really want to live in the Mission, so I can be close to the good nachos, good ice cream, and Dolores Park.

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I woke up at 11 today, miracle of miracles, after forcing my body to go to sleep at 1. Imagining yourself floating in the ocean really does work sometimes. I decided to check out this place called Farm Table on Post street, because even though I’m still really, really mad about not having a 24 hour coffee shop, I like to expand my coffee shop knowledge and explore new places anyway. This place is super tiny but super cute. My latte had a heart in it, and I had some of the sunny egg focaccia bread. It has an egg in it! And then I set off to 18th and Sanchez, where there is a yarn store. I felt like my mother, gawking at so much yarn. Yarn is expensive, and I managed to get 3 for $30. I wanted to just bury myself in the cashmeres and the really nice soft ones. Some of it was $40 a pop. Some of it was rainbow. It was awesome. My inspiration for my knitwear final is Cape  Cod, my favorite place in the world, so I bought some oceany feeling yarns. Or tried to? This yarn place was really close to Dolores and if I’d had my knitting needles with me I would have sat in Dolores Park and knitted.

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These should be fun. But by the time I got back from my yarn quest (Which included me stopping for ice cream), I was really tired and napped through knitwear. And speaking of knitwear, the knitwear fairy has come to me.

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The ones on the left are machine-knit. Tubular him, plating, bubbles, jacquard. I don’t know what that triangular pattern is called. The ones on the right are hand knit, and include the drive or dive stitch, can’t remember the name, cross drive/dive stitch, and a purl somewhere…but I didn’t like purling so I only did one row.

Now if only the CDFP fairy would come?

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Will _____ For Shoes

Snagged the picture from a little photo shoot in March.

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Taken by my friend Audrey Rotermund for a project. She is an incredibly talented photographer, and you can check out her page here.

Did I get weird looks? Yes. Did I have anyone offer me shoes? No. But that’s ok.

Also, I’m not naked. I’m wearing shorts and a tank top.

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Let’s Go to the Mall! Part Deux

robin sparkles 2Greetings. I’ve been a bit MIA lately, due to class work and a binge of excessive sleeping again. The latter can be attributed to once again spiraling into a deep depression because there is nothing to do here past 10 pm, except go to bars or diners. For such a happening city…it’s really not. And when you have no one to hang out with after 10 pm either, you get sad and lonely and not even Xena Warrior Princess can cheer you up.

The year is almost over. I’ve claimed a spot for next year, but hopefully will be able to find my own place…though with whom I don’t know. I’ve signed up for classes. I’ve started work on my final projects and my mother has made reservations to move my things into storage. I’m excited to go home for the weather and food and 24 hour coffee shops, but I wish I could take all my friends here with me.

Despite having only slept a few hours during these past two nights, I managed to get out of bed and to my 8:30 CDFP class. Where I decided to turn in my project late for like…the third time because it wasn’t perfect (perfection meaning a C). But I forced myself to stay awake for 6 hours of drafting, followed by a mini photo shoot. Then I finally got to sleep, but was woken up because some music below me was literally making my body shake. And my bed. And the floor. And everything.

I was going to take pictures of my CDFP projects so far and actually look at the horrible grading sheets that have accompanied them. It was going to be called something like “Facing Your Demons”, and be all inspirational. But I’ll do that next time, because something else happened that I want to talk about.

In a previous post, I talked about how much I love the mall here. How it calms me down. How as a fashion major, every urge to go shopping should be justified because it qualifies as research and inspiration. So after dinner I decided to indulge. I hadnt’ really been shopping since January, and didn’t have anything else to do, so why not? I braved Union Square, where everyone walks at .000002 mph. First stop was Macy’s, where everything was not cute and expensive. Then H&M, where things were still not to my liking. So I was like whatever, I’ll go to the mall.

As much as I can preach about my love of thrift shopping and small independent designers…Abercrombie & Fitch is and will forever be my weakness. I love walking in to the over powering scent of cologne and scantily clad men on the walls. I feel wonderful. But even at A&F I couldn’t find anything I liked. Nor American Eagle. Or Zara. So I was on my way to Express, which is pretty much my favorite store. Then the Deep Sea Minerals Kiosk got the best of me. Followed by the Art Minerals kiosk. And then…some other one.

These people are aggressive. They will get up and in your face, grab you by the hand and not let you walk away. But I was like you know what? I never stop at kiosks, I always ignore them, and this guy at DSM has a nice French accent and is remarkably not creepy (flirtatious, but not creepy). So I charmed him into some discounts, and left with a nice nail kit, a salt scrub, body butter, and lotion. And I have to say, my skin does feel quite nice, and I haven’t ever really spent money on expensive beauty products. So I didn’t feel too bad. He told me to shoot him an e-mail and tell him how everything works out. I just might, because I want more friends. And more discounts.

Photo on 2013-04-11 at 21.03And then the Art Minerals guy. I was like sure, I’ll buy some new make-up that’s not cheap and from Walgreens (of which there is one on every damn corner). The colors are pretty, and you can use them as eye shadow, lip gloss, or nail polish. Buy 3, get 5 free? Yes. At first I thought this guy was gay and just goofing around with me, but then I realized he was straight, and all of his kinky sexual comments weren’t as funny anymore. But he did make me look damn good. Slapped foundation on my face (which I never wear) and blush and a bunch of other things. Now I’m breaking out, but…I looked good. He also kept me for an additional 30 minutes while trying to get me to buy more. At this point I’m like ok, I want to get the hell out. But then another girl nabbed me with a really nice curling iron that was half off. I know what you’re thinking. My hair is curly. But hey, some days when it lies flat, I’d like to be able to put some bounce in it.

I left with a lot of stuff. I came back and played with my new make-up, and took a picture of my hair before I washed it. I’d had it teased for a photo shoot yesterday, and my god, it looked fly.

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After I slept on my hair like that and then put 4 colors of eye shadow on

After I slept on my hair like that and then put 4 colors of eye shadow on

Moral of the story? Don’t do what I did. Or do. What the heck.

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Smoke Study

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So if I Change My Major to Textiles…

1) I wouldn’t have to worry about failing CDFP…which I am.

2) I wouldn’t have to worry about failing knitwear…which I probably will.

3) I could spend all day doing THIS:

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These are the two swatches I made in class today. Dye on cotton. For the first one I just thought of tropical leaves and threw some colors down, mixed them, then went over some areas with bleach. Smelled bad but looks cool. And then I accidentally took a 35 minute long break in class and had to make something really fast, hence the rainbow coffee, because I like to draw rainbows coming out of coffee.

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Why Instagram Hasn’t, and Never Will, Replace Film

This post was originally going to be called “SXSFail”, regarding how and why SXSW is never worth your time if you’re an Austinite. But when I disembarked from my 8 am flight this morning, I was like “Hey, my photos came in!!” And we all love blog posts with photos!!

I myself am an Instagram user. Do I post all the time? No. Every day? No. Every god damn thing I do? The wrappers from my food? Not quite. But there are some people that do, so I can understand why some people have their panties in a wad over Instagram.

But it wasn’t created to make people think “Oh wow, this is actual photography.” I’m pretty sure we all know that it’s not. All it is is just a cute way to share photos (and in my opinion, something way smarter than Twitter which everyone seems to be fine with). While browsing this website the other day, I saw a freshly pressed post titled…uh…something like “Blah blah Instagram is created a generation of faux-tographers.” Ok, I didn’t actually read it, and I’m sure there are some valid points in it, but I just looked at the title and it got me thinking.

In this hipster era of ours, there has been a resurgence of the old. Records are cool again. Vintage clothes are in. So is film. And although the digital age brings faster and better ways of doing things, there will always be sticklers for the way it was originally done. You can capture things on film, be it 35mm or Polaroids, that you can’t capture with a digital camera. I rarely use mine anymore, unless I’m on a trip or something that requires a lot of picture taking. Photoshop is not nearly as cool as going in a dark room, messing with chemicals, and seeing what you can do to your photos. Anyone can take a picture. But not everyone is a photographer, and that’s never going to change.

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Andy Goldsworthy

This semester I’m taking my first english class since my senior year of high school. Now, all I remember from that class was being miserable, coming in late, getting 67s on everything because I was awful at analyzing poetry (or rather, just didn’t believe in it) and writing essays on which pneumonic devices were used in said poem. Needless to say, I was kind of dreading LA 108: Composition for the Artist. But surprisingly enough, I’ve really grown to like it. Maybe it’s because that’s the one class I’m not currently behind in. Maybe it’s because there are students who are not all fashion majors to talk to. We all usually wind up sharing stories when my teacher gets distracted from lecture.

I like my teacher as well, and I have to say she is teaching me something I don’t think I ever properly learned. There are many kinds of writing: narrative, journalism, whatever have you. And for the first time, instead of bouncing around from teacher to teacher and having them each tell me how to write differently…I’ve realized that these two types of writing can actually stay separate and each be taught a different way. Journalism is when you use your soulless, boring voice and narratives are the ones that allow you to say whatever you want. I spent all of grade school trying to figure out how to combine the two, and out came essays that sounded nothing like me. I knew I could do better.

Having just finished our “Artist’s Autobiography”, we are now moving into our “Process Analysis Essay”, for which we write about and analyze a process that is art-related. So to give us ideas and help us start thinking about our rough drafts, we’ve watched a few videos about how things are made and whatnot. But today we watched a video about British sculptor Andy Goldsworthy.

Bright sunny morning, rozen snow, cut slab, scraped snow away with a stick, just short of breaking through.Izumi-Mura, Japan. 19 December 1987

Bright sunny morning, rozen snow, cut slab, scraped snow away with a stick, just short of breaking through.
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“For me looking, touching, material, place and form are all inseparable from the resulting work. It is difficult to say where one stops and another begins. Place is found by walking, direction determined by weather and season. I take the opportunity each day offers: if it is snowing, I work in snow, at leaf-fall it will be leaves; a blown over tree becomes a source of twigs and branches.

Movement, change, light growth and decay are the lifeblood of nature, the energies that I try to tap through my work. I need the shock of touch, the resistance of place, materials and weather, the earth as my source. I want to get under the surface. When I work with a leaf, rock, stick, it is not just that material itself, it is an opening into the processes of life within and around it. When I leave it, these processes continue.

The energy and space around a material are as important as the energy and the space within. The weather—rain, sun, snow, hail, calm—is that external space made visible. When I touch a rock, I am touching and working the space around it. It is not independent of its surroundings and the way it sits tells how it came to be there. In an effort to understand why that rock is there and where it is going, I must work with it in the area in which I found it.

I have become aware of raw nature is in a state of change and how that change is the key to understanding. I want my art to be sensitive and alert to changes in material, season and weather. Often I can only follow a train of thought while a particular weather condition persists. When a change comes, the idea must alter or it will, and often does, fail. I am sometimes left stranded by a change in the weather with half-understood feelings that have to travel with me until conditions are right for them to appear. All forms are to be found in nature, and there are many qualities within any material. By exploring them I hope to understand the whole. My work needs to include the loose and disordered within the nature of material as well as the tight and regular.

At its most successful, my ‘touch’ looks into the heart of nature; most days I don’t even get close. These things are all part of the transient process that I cannot understand unless my touch is also transient—only in this way can the cycle remain unbroken and the process complete. I cannot explain the importance to me of being part of the place, its seasons and changes. Fourteen years ago I made a line of stones in Morecambe Bay. It is still there, buried under the sand, unseen. All my work still exists in some form.

My approach to photograph is kept simple, almost routine. All work, good and bad, is documented. I use standard film, a standard lens and no filters. Each work grows, strays, decays—integral parts of a cycle which the photograph shows at its height, marking the moment when the work is most alive. There is an intensity about a work at its peak that I hope is expresses in the image. Process and decay are implicit.”

I dont’ know why this post is indenting every paragraph. Anyway, call me a hippie, but I love his appreciation of nature. I often think about how much paper and fabric I waste going through my classes. Almost everything he creates can be destroyed and taken back to where it came from. Some works take him 4 or 5 attempts. And I’m not sure that the motto of life could be any clearer: you get knocked down, you get up again. Like the Chumbawamba song.

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